AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

People make me want to scream sometimes.

Does it make me pathetic?

So, I've spent the last 5-6 hours crying on and off. And I don't care if I'm pathetic because I'm crying over a dog. It's not fair that we lost another dog, and after 4 years, I tend to be a little attached to my animals. I lost Onyx because of a stupid blood clot. This sucks, and it isn't fair.

To sum up the day, it sucked.

How was your day? Hopefully better than mine.

This makes me think.

This picture makes me smile, but it also makes me think.

I kind of knew all of these girls in previous years, but with the exception of Gina, I was never really close with any of them until this year. It just amazes me how fast we make friends, and how fast we can lose them. Asia is one of my best friends now, and I didn't even really know her last year. And the girl I thought of my best friend for most of 8th grade, I don't even really talk to her at all anymore.

And then there are circumstances like with Amber.

We went through a very long period of time where we didn't speak at all. But we weren't mad at each other. It's super weird, because we can still talk to each other like we always have. It's wonderful. And I'm glad to call that silly girl one of my best friends.

I've been thinking about who my real best friends are lately. And I think I've figured out the ones that get that title.

-Amber Stetler

-Caty Atterberry

-Asia Mackey

-Ellen Gulliver

These girls are the only ones I can truely talk about anything with, and they mean the world to me. And I hope that they all realize that.